An Unbroken Continual Fellowship

I want to be Like Brother Lawrence & experience the presence of God all the time, no matter where I am.
Help me to have an unbroken continual fellowship w/ You all the time.
I know You never leave me or forsake me according to the scriptures but I want to never leave You.
I want to have my mind attentive to You & focused on You, abiding in You always.
Help me to praise You even when things are going wrong or my attitude is flat or negative.
If things are going badly it's a greater sacrifice to praise You anyway, in spite of the circumstances.
Madame Guyan said to believe that every time of prayer & Bible study is as God intended it to be ; even if distracted, tempted, confused, or questioning.
Even if it's just going over a prayer list. Rest in the fact that NOW is as God wants it to be.
If God wanted He could transform the now & flood me with love.
Faith must submit to the now ,& trust the future to be changed by God.
Rest in Him now. Thank Him for the good. Praise Him in spite of the bad. It's worship that pleases His heart.
Sometimes I have to look up to You & say "LORD my heart is praising You" because it's not really coming from me but only thru me from somewhere else.
Please help me to be a channel of Your love.